Thoughts poured out

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So, Maat decided to take a rather long break of posting saying that the blog is mine till further notice.. but she didn't give me the one month or even the two weeks notice.. I thought to punish her but I still can't find the suitable way to do so.

The problem is I remember that I established this blog then called her to join and sent her an invitiation telling her that I need her to join coz I know that when I am busy she will be the one keeping the blog going

And she did a good job.. she had lots of posts and actually she was the one getting the blog to be read.. being active and roaming around the blogosphere.. commenting in blogs she liked and making people come to check our blog.

She had boring stuff, funny stuff, interesting stuff and awful stuff. But she was always able to get along with anyone and any kind of comment.

Now I have to make it survive alone.. but I don't have anything to say.. Well I do but I can't say it since I, thnx to Maat as well, lost the anonymity this blog was supposed to secure. No offence to anyone all those I got to know through the blog, well throught Maat who knew them through blogging are great people and I just love them.. But still there are these stuff I just can't let out for them.

Therefore, or hence (wakhdali balek ya Maat men hence di) all that is left for me to do is to lament my destiny for making me this man's daughter.. I never knew why we never got along and why do we always fight. I always say it is his fault, and I still believe in this strongly, but people around me say it is mine.

But what do I have to say about that wake up every morning writing what kind of fight we had the day before.. Nah.. it will only make things worse.. I don't want to remind myself of it everyday I try to forget.

So, are we talking politics.. am not an expert and politics just make me wanna throw out.

What is left.. my experience at work.. nothing much to tell about and I don't wanna say ANYTHING that may show who I am if someone from work is by accident reading this. It's the place I'd never want to lose my anonymity to.. especially that I'm keeping lots of people at distance there.

So what am I gonna write on this page tomorrow or next week or next month.. will I write something.. I guess I will but what is it gonna be about.. I just have noooooo idea.